A Song that touch my Heart (Realisation)

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Song Cover by: mindslife

Song and Copyright by: Gary Valenciano

Title: Lead me Lord

                             
                                        This song has been part of my life a year ago. When I was still young I used to hear this song but I do not listen to it because at the time its not that "IN" if you know what I mean youngster song blah you get the point hehe... but a  year ago, I was able to understand its meaning and starting that day I cherished this song. Everytime I hear this song, makes me weak and wanna cry. Actually 3 years ago I do not go to church I hated going to church everytime my mother asked me every sunday to go to church I refuse.
                                        why you might ask, because before I was so down and depressed I blamed god for the things that happened 3 years ago. before I thought that the meaning "Everything Happens for a Reason" is just a bluff,  that its just a made up word just so you can believe somthing. so I stopped believing god, and I made a conclusion that if god is real this wouldn't have happened. that's the time I stopped going to church. during that time instead of going to church I would play games on the computer or pretend that I was asleep so my mother would stop nagging at me to go to church.
                                       so the time realization struck me was the time when I was forced to go with my mother and sister along with my little cousin, to calvary hill it was holy week so for christians we climb the calvary hill and pray per stations.

 One of the Stations, Calvary hill in Tacloban

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                                                  There are fourteen Stations of the Cross...

1. Jesus is condemned to death
2. Jesus receives the cross
3. Jesus falls the first time
4. Jesus meets His Mother
5. Simon of Cyrene carries the cross
6. Veronica wipes Jesus' face with her veil
7. Jesus falls the second time
8. Jesus meets the daughters of Jerusalem
9. Jesus falls the third time
10. Jesus is stripped of His garments
11. Crucifixion: Jesus is nailed to the cross
12. Jesus dies on the cross
13. Jesus' body is removed from the cross (Deposition or Lamentation)
14. Jesus is laid in the tomb and covered in incense.
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at the top of the hill you will see a big statue of jesus its like a you are fullfilled when you reach the end of the station that is the First time I felt this sensation that I was Fullfilled for the first time when I reached the last station. I used to come here before but I never felt this way.

                                                  

Last Station,  Calvary hill in Tacloban

It is said that once you completed all the stations and reached the last station if you toss a coin inside and make a wish, It shall be granted. my mother gave me a coin and I tossed it inside and yes one of my wishes was granted this year. It ended sad but still I was able to see her again and talked with her for the last time. for me it was Faith that let my wish come true. Jesus does not do all the work we also need to move our feet inorder that we my be guided.

After Calvary Hill, we went to Liceo De Verbo Church I don't know if its the right name. their my mother, sister, little cousin and I prayed for another 14 stations. then after that my mother told me that their is a big Mama Mary Statue at the back of this church which grants wishes. when we arrived at the statue the first thing that I noticed was the big rosary and it reminded me of the the rosary that Syril gave me when she said yes to me unfortunately I lost that rosary. so I Prayed and wished and still yes that wish has been granted this year and Im really happy that it did.

This year was a full of realisation, maybe that time god was using my mother as a vessel to let me know how important life is, that without god we are nothing. after that many things happened, many realisation, I was able to asses my mistakes on what happened 3 years ago and I was able to change my life because of god.

And im also greatful to that one person who thought me how to love and cherish god to be the center of our being, to be the center of our life, and in our everyday work. for the past 3 years god had thought me the value of life and a lesson that I will never forget. That lesson will be forever be engraved in my heart so I will not be making the same mistakes over again. if god would grant me one wish. I'd ask I wish I was back to the day before I lost the only girl I really love.

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I believe:

"Everything happens For a Reason"

you should too.. =)

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                                                                                                                                          -MDLT

Affirmation( I Believe )

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                                                      Covered by: xxkittyxx08

Song and Copyright by: Savage Garden

Title: I dont know you anymore

                                       Aug,1 2012 (Sai's 22th Birthday and Reconcile myself)

 Ended both Happy and Sad...=(

For now Goodbye...

till we meet again Sai. It was a hard 3 years without you but I still persisted knowing that I don't have a chance I wanted to see you again, your face,smile and to let you know how Sorry I was, truly I am SORRY=( , you said that you have been happy without me in 3 years.  hearing that made me feel unwanted anymore, but I kept smiling when you said that I tried not to cry I stoped my tears from falling I tried to be strong, I don't want to cause you more pain.

you asked what else I wanted from you...

I answered: All I wanted is for you to be happy that's all I wanted. 

                             always be true to yourself and keep smiling and always be happy in
                            what ever you do enjoy life to the fullest... until we meet again c'ya Sai...

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                                                      Covered by: CSIFreak52

Song and Copyright by: Savage Garden

Title: Affirmation

Last Aug.1 was full of exitement,happines,hopes,dreams,patience,eagerness,expectations and sadness .however, whatever happened last Aug.1 2012 will be part of me until the end lessons and mistakes that I did, learning from my mistakes have lead me to lose a person so close, so dear and so loved. Getting into a relationship is not just about love but also understanding the risk involve. for me i've learned it the hard way and now I have to pay the price, she's gone. maybe it ment to happen God knows.I know everything has a reason . I am Happy(not yet fully) now that I was able to reconcile to the person I owe my Life too, who thought me everything I needed to know( before I did not listen to her), who introduced God to my life( before I did not listen to her), and 1st Girl I truely loved(My love for her never changed after 3 years but now I know my place I need to let her go its hard but I need to move on, Its hard but I know its for the better.)

you gave me a reason to pursue my goals again that night. 

I will pursue my goal to become a Computer Scientist,Biologist, Musician, and Doctor.

I still need one more task is to ask forgiveness from your Family, Somday I will... 

Thank you for everything and all Sai... 123 =( , God Bless Us All...

My Covered Songs (Marry your Daughter by: Brian Mcknight)

Here is another Cover Marry yout Daughter By: Brian Mcknight I really love this song. One of my favorite songs. Every song that I play has a reason why I play it I hope you would like it. I know its not that good, Comment, Like and Share thank you.
                         
                                         Marry your Daughter by: Brian Mcknight   
                     

                                                             So have you ever ask/ed someone for a right to earn her hand in marriage? In some country marriage varries from different cultures and on how they believe its right to do it that way. It is not that easy for someone to get married at once, In our culture it will take time and should knowing both parties. getting their blessing and approval is the best feeling you can get when your about to get merried. and the reason why I played this music because its words shows how a guy should ask the parents of his future wife. a Simple word could make a difference rather then a thousand words you can't comprehend.

                                                              Years of playing songs such as this reminds me of my past, the past that I neglected and thrown away. we as a human being are full of tempations that we are weak, but we become strong when were with the one that we love and cherish the most. even the weakest of all weak can become extra ordinary when it comes to protecting someone.

                                                               Recalling this person i knew, that when it comes to protecting the person he love the most his will to protect hurls in like an adrinaline rushing through his veins with nothing in mind but to eliminate the threat with the cost of his own and seeing her unscaved and unharmed grants warmth to all the pain that has been dealt.

                                                               I know love moves in mysterious ways but has many different meanings and as for me playing this song brings sadness in my heart, for she cannot hear me playing this song. before she was the director and I was the actor everything has its place that playing music is like a scene that has infinite way of showing how you love each other.  

                                                               Look at your partner straight in her eyes and say "am I worth a man your looking for? I know I am not perfect in all, I know my limitations and weaknesses. I may be tempted and succumbed but I hope you will understand and stand beside me at my downfall. I hope you'll stay and cherish every possible momment in our life that we may be able to move mountains and stand strong in our entire journey. I may not be the best, cause I know being the best doesn't prove anything aslong as love is concerned. and lastly I wish to make you happy, laugh, protected and loved and hope that you'll stay with me until our last dying breath."

I wish I could say this to, ________.

                                                                                                          -MDLT

My Covered Songs (First Love By: Hikaru Utada )

Here is one of my covered songs that I recorded. The Reason why I played this song is connected with my life. Every song that I play has a reason why I play it I hope you would like it. I know its not that good, Comment, Like and  Share thank you.

      First Love By: Hikaru Utada

               The Reason why I played this, is when you listen to its original song it blows you away if you know what i mean. as the title states "First Love". Have you ever asked yourself who was your First Love? I mean literally Not your 1st GF but your real First Love. When you start to love someone you can't forget her even thought she's not with you anymore but your still trying and hoping that one day you will meet again. Love has so many meaning for different people but for me love is not earned by money, force or anything that can be earned easily. Love is Gained by friendship, trust, respect, loyalty and love.  Its like music you must be patient and determined to learn it before you can play it.

                As what I have stated above I do not Play music just to play it, I play songs that correlated to my life cause im not good at words and expressing my feelings. The only tool I have is my piano and the sound that it creates upon playing it.

                                        To those who are in a relationship right now try to assess your relationship with the one you are with are you happy? not all relationship ends the way you wanted them to be. Try asking yourself, do not fool yourself in loving someone you don't even love. Love is not about how he/she looks or what the status of his/her life. love is about accptance to one another and sharing each other ups and downs together. but its up to you on how you carry your relationship Im just sharing my thought on how I had experienced it. Its your life and make out the best of it.

Thank you for reading and listening to my Cover.

                                                                                                        - MDLT

            

(More of my Covered Song to be posted)

My Music Life

Being a Pianist
1:25 AM

Music has been part of my life ever since I was young. I used to see my cousin play his piano and I was amazed on how he can play such melodious songs. At First when my cousin is done playing the organ i would turn it on and play with it but when i press the keys the sounds that comes out of it is unpleasant to the ears. Then after many tries in playing I gave up and said to myself "its hard to play piano" and starting from that day I just listened to my cousin play the piano instead of me playing it.

But when I reached 2nd year highschool. It was summer at that time and my mom asked me to take up piano lesson so I said yes why not give it a try. so their I was enrolled, I was exited and can't wait until the next week. And also I have my younger sister who also took the same lesson as I did. So the day that I have been waiting for arrived and it was around 1pm in the afternoon when we left our house took walked just a couple of mile to ride a jeep. then when we arrived at the place thier were many students like us taking the piano lesson and this Man( Our piano instructor ) was roaming around teaching and telling this and that to the students. Me and my Sister waited patiently, when our turn arrived I was so anxious, exited, nervous and etc. I was sitting infront of a piano and I don't know what to do. I looked back and asked my sister what are we ganna do? then she nodded telling me that she don't know. So this man arrived and started to Introduce himself He is Melvin Corpin a Full Time Musician, Composer and Arranger. So he gave me a Piano Sheet and and thought me how to play it and after the session me and my sister would buy a halo halo before going home.

Music is part of our everyday life you can hear it everywhere not just from the radio but also in our surroundings. Playing the piano is not a gift but it requires commitment, paitence and dedication as years have passed I thought myself how to play morethan just the basic chords by reading books and listening to songs. I cannot say that I am good at it but I can say I know how to play. Until know I have learned to play widow by just listening to songs and playing it it. But I can only play the songs that I like if I don't like it I can't play it.